poems by rachel kellum
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Crestone Poetry Festival:Feb. 27 -28
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from the Sangre de Cristo mountains and beyond. Our virtual festival this year will be a reunion of the community we’ve enjoyed the past three years. The fourth annual Poemfest will be different from those in years past, but we will feature some of the best writers in Colorado and New Mexico, and we will pass the gourd.
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Snow Birds
Waxed speed beneath me,
new skis tooled by my son
carry me faster than before
but slower still than he, pole-less,
and my husband, giant snow boarder,
who thrill in the wind and blur,
the skill of the bump
and jump, theft of air,
laugh derailing death again.
They wait, they wait
for me, raise a hand to catch
my scanning eye, shooting
down the backside final slope,
always five or more minutes behind.
They hold my place
in the lift line. I don’t mind
being slow. They don’t mind
being cold.
It is Peter Anderson’s 65th.
Our two families, having spent
the morning separate, meet
at the food yurt to celebrate.
Beer, burgers, and chili cheese
dogs gone, gray jays hungrily
look on, panhandle shreds
of hot dog bun, and my son
and the snowboarders speed off.
I hang back with the oldest three
of the Anderson clan and we
begin our descent, four
leapfrogging peers
of the slow switchback,
the quiet snow.
Soon, submerged against
my will in speed trance,
center of the earth
having its way with wax and me,
my half century knees and hips
somehow managing, I
find myself alone, ahead,
surprised. Not behind!
I stop, look back.
Seconds pass.
The Andersons emerge
as a flock of swans, floating
threesome of silent elegance,
telemarking down the slope,
long lines traced behind,
wakes of huge hearts,
snow an EKG tape
spooling steady, slow.
I let them pass, stop near
where they pause to gather,
confer: mother, father,
grown daughter.
Downed they are,
featherless, unruffled,
barely stirred by slight
breeze carrying to me
Pete’s voice, upbeat, a crumb
of witness and wisdom offered
to his daughter, Rose, who listens
open, bright faced,
to how she can improve
her stance, her form, a language
beyond me, and she,
unselfconsciously, sets off
to try it out. He watches
her knees and toes alternate
lovely angles, oiled hinges
carrying the smooth machine of her
over snow like hushed wings,
and, satisfied, follows, and
her mother, Grace, too.
Audience of one,
I choose to slow to watch
the scene unscroll like celadon ribbons
from above, gravity pulling my friend
toward everyone she loves. Grace,
the final dancer, her symmetries
shifting, disappears in flat light
around a bend, the whispered end
of the mountain ballet.
family organism
I want to say, please see
your arms and smile my back
my hours your broken strut
your roof my road to sleep
my heart your sacred head
your bardo prayers my seat
my silent miles your breath
let late november
barely warm coals die
in thick ash, let them
sun warms my death pose
on the couch, grinning
lush green geranium
settles into light, low
lifts one bloom
to a large smeared window
2020
Midnight Transmission Reading
Here are four poems from my recent reading with hosts Jesse Maloney and Orlando White. With the help of a vile vial of liquid ginseng, this old girl managed to stay awake past midnight!
For more videos of this and other Midnight Transmission readings, please visit Jesse 5-0 Productions.
Blue Daughters
Minefields
Sutra for Letting Go of Aversion
Mother Dharma
A child is a slow
moving thought
you watch.
Its departing birth
a new entrance,
subtle, inching back
into into into you.
You surrender
your eyes, let it
commandeer hands,
arms and legs,
eat your heart,
guts and brain,
become your bones,
your size, watch it
dissolve into a dazzling
dangerous world,
into its own child.
Helpless, welcome
it like sky burial:
child into child
into child burial.
Embrace the lineage
of generous forgetting,
your liberation.
Midnight Transmission Promo
Enjoy this new late night reading series hosted by Diné Nation poets Jesse T. Maloney and Orlando White, transmitting the Word from the Rez. It was an unforgettable experience for me--an honor to read with such powerful women and be buoyed up by that smart, gentle audience in the digital realm. Jesse and Orlando are everything you want in a host: gracious, kind, humble and humorous AF. Clips from the evening will be posted soon.
The crumble on the muffin was connecting with an audience member who is the daughter of my most beloved college mentor, Dr. Joellen Jacobs, the woman who, nearly thirty years ago, walked me into the house of poetry, holding my hand through every image and cadence of Eliot's "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock" and, later, Stevens' "The Snow Man." I found a home. The sonic, imagistic and philosophical joy I experienced in these two poems have guided my aesthetic choices for decades.
I hate to say it, but what a trip when it's true: it's a small, small world.
D-Con
We found his box of green pellets, stuffed
the poison in our cheeks, carried it away
to a high place out of reach of the children:
a plastic bag of pillows dangling from a top bunk.
We tried not to swallow en route, leapt the chasm,
made a dozen deadly deposits in the pillows,
hoped against hope the toxic dust would not
dry us up, turn our blood against our own hearts.
In the meantime, in the daily hurried rituals
of scurry, gather and hide, barely sleeping,
we forgot where we tucked away our riches.
When it snowed, a woman found our pine nuts
in her snow boot. When she spilled her coffee,
grass seeds cached in towels high on a shelf
spilled out like confetti into her mouth. The next day,
stuck to threads of a cotton nest chewed into a mattress
pad stored under the bed, she found our mother
a brown, dried horror husk, mealworms long dead
in the small bowl of her skull, the ribs of her chest.
circa Trump’s defeat