Instamatic photo—
of a stack of mixed media paper
corners fluttering
weighted with gelli print plates
pliable, playful
irresistible to small and large hands
a box of acrylic tubes, most hues
two brayers, pack of baby wipes
mineral oil, old catalogues
two heaps of fern and artemisia fronds
clover and rose leaves
waiting for the daughter, newly sonned
and mother, newly creped
to begin, to create
mother touched by daughter’s
candid shot, the mechanical click
and whirring unfurling
of the tongue of the machine
snatched and shook, placed
on a table to develop
anticipation of a moment seized
beautifully
days later
found facedown in the trash bin
by the mother
who put it in her journal beneath
this poem, finally aware
after a night of perimenopausal
moping, that photos are not
necessarily memories or validation
and the women’s printed
garden leaves and hands, layered
deeper images buried
though not memories either
will suffice to jog the mind
into sweet recall of the windy
day they made prints
an act of pre-Kodak archiving
and that the photo itself, a still life
deemed, for some reason
a poor work of art by the daughter—
is repurposed by the mother
as a guard against dementia
her own mother’s quiet new friend
who resends the same old photo
of the two of them
day after day by text